God is looking down at me laughing right now, and shakig his head at me saying, "Becca, just you wait. You have no idea what I have in store for you. Quit worrying about things. I have everything planned out for you and you will be amazed. Prepare to have your socks knocked off!"
so here I am. PREPARING myself to have my socks knocked off. trying to have as much coffee and fun as possible along the way.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Unwrapped
I think somewhere between my school work, dedication to commitments, and going on a couple of dates I have become unwrapped.
Never have I been so stunned and disappointed at how far I feel I have drifted off of my spiritual and failthful path of walking with my Lord, Jesus.
I want to be unshakable, yet vulnerable. Strong but able to depend on others. Independent but trusting.
I think maintaining balance is one of the million keys to my happiness. It's so delicate. I'm not one to be over-dramatic so I'm not trying to blow things out of proportion. It doesn't take much to throw off the balance and send me in a downward spiral looking for something besides to hold on to and I like to believe I'm not the only one.
The point is that Becca needs to get her buh-donk in gear and wrap herself in Christ again so tightly that the guy of my dreams will have to seek first His kingdom to see me.
I know it's easier said than done, but it's possible and it's happening. I just needed to type this out in black and white to remind myself that it's a permanent change.
I still need to work on ME, so that one day...Lord willing, and I promise not to rush it, I can be a part of a wonderful WE.
I promise not to doubt myself and the things I have going for me. I'm not "The Perfect Woman" but I am a pretty cool, classy young lady with some talent planted by God himself, who happens to think that she'll be a good catch some day if she can re-establish the spiritual stability I once had, and will have again.
"Wait on the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord." -Psalm 27:14
Let's be real. I'm not wrapped up in Christ like I want to be. What do you want?
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." -Phil 4:6
Never have I been so stunned and disappointed at how far I feel I have drifted off of my spiritual and failthful path of walking with my Lord, Jesus.
I want to be unshakable, yet vulnerable. Strong but able to depend on others. Independent but trusting.
I think maintaining balance is one of the million keys to my happiness. It's so delicate. I'm not one to be over-dramatic so I'm not trying to blow things out of proportion. It doesn't take much to throw off the balance and send me in a downward spiral looking for something besides to hold on to and I like to believe I'm not the only one.
The point is that Becca needs to get her buh-donk in gear and wrap herself in Christ again so tightly that the guy of my dreams will have to seek first His kingdom to see me.
I know it's easier said than done, but it's possible and it's happening. I just needed to type this out in black and white to remind myself that it's a permanent change.
I still need to work on ME, so that one day...Lord willing, and I promise not to rush it, I can be a part of a wonderful WE.
I promise not to doubt myself and the things I have going for me. I'm not "The Perfect Woman" but I am a pretty cool, classy young lady with some talent planted by God himself, who happens to think that she'll be a good catch some day if she can re-establish the spiritual stability I once had, and will have again.
"Wait on the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord." -Psalm 27:14
Let's be real. I'm not wrapped up in Christ like I want to be. What do you want?
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." -Phil 4:6
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